So, this is how its gonna be. You get to lie around all day, sit on the couch, and do nothing with the rest of your life while the ones who depend on you go down with you? Well fuck you. Its not my fualt that you're the lazy peice of shit that won't even TRY to do anything. You tell me that i have to pick up your slack, its not worth it..I've put up with your bullshit over the years but this tops it. I never want to be like you. I cant even stand to be around you. I look at you and loath you. You have me so pissed off right now i hope you lose the house, so you can realize what you are throwing away. You had the opportunity, it was there.....and you slept through it. Maybe if you didn't spend so much money on your precious dope you could have some money and keep a job.
....you are the worthless piece of shit known as
I cant stay home anymore..well if we have it much longer. My family is falling apart, And I dont want anything to do with it right now, I wanna go to the next step, but he wont even pick
up a goddamn phone for me. I hate to whine about this stuff...but I gotta get this off my chest, at least it will make me feel a little better.
I dont know what is gonna happen....but what ever it is it's not good. With him being
who he is...we will prolly end up losing the house, and I dont know where dad will go, but
im not going with him, this is his loss not mine, im gonna start looking for a place to live, a few roomates, something. I refuse to pay for his mistakes anymore, I've put up with his lazyness and his drug habit for all my life....and i want nothing more to do with it. Ive seen him go through countless jobs, I've come home numerous times and he not even recognize me...its a great feeling when your dad doesnt recognize you. When I think of him, I remember when I was 5, sitting on the couch, in a trailer, and everynight poeple ive never seen before would come in....they would sit around for a while..and then all go into my dads room, where i wouldnt here from anyone till mid afternoon the next day. I almost failed 7th grade because you would stay up and snort coccain with poeple you just met and would sleep well into the next day. I missed 84 days that year. The day you offered me pot was nice too. All becuase you couldn't go 2 hours without smoking a joint. I wanted to go and spend time with my dad, but you brought your friends, I say you twice the whole weekend, and the only thing you sayed to me when you saw me was where your freinds were. I hate to say it but I want nothing to do with you now. i dont know what im gonna do....I dont know where ill go..but i dont want you there, not anymore....you taught me two things. 1. Ill never touch a drug, not after seeing you. 2.The poeple you depend on most can be the the shittest. If I've ever felt alone....it's now. but for my sake I can't be around him anymore.
David Rex Robertson, I have no respect for you anymore
P.S. Good Lord, Ill need cuddling tonight
yeah i didnt spell check it I know